Saturday, May 10, 2008

Emotions

Hi, I'm Michelle and I usually keep my emotions to myself because I don't want people to look through the cracks and see the weaknesses. Sometimes, I sound like I'm writing a song, which I usually try to do because it serves as an outlet for my emotions. Recently, I haven't been capable of writing lyrics because I've been avoiding my feelings, but now I think I know what direction I'm going in. I won't post the lyrics on here because I don't want anyone to take them.

Anyways, here is a song that I've recently come to enjoy because it reminds me of summer, which is almost here.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EkHTsc9PU2A&feature=related

I'm Yours by Jason Mraz
Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

*scat*

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
(there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x

no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved
open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved..

Emma said she was the romantic in the sense that she is in tune with others emotions.
On the otherhand, I'm the romantic who likes watching sappy romantic movies, reading
books with a cup of tea or hot chocolate on a rainy day, and imagining the love that is waiting
out there for me. I realize that love is not the perfect happy ending found in most movies because
movies are fictional and in reality, love has its ups and downs. I'm not an expert in this subject of life
and I wouldn't count on myself finding love anytime soon, as much as I want to. Yet, I'm kind of glad
that I haven't found the type of love shared between couples, where they both care about each other and
are in tune to each other's personalities, because I'm busy with school and family. But what if I'm making
that claim as an excuse to avoid finding love. I have my friends and family beside me and I'm content with
the love I have for them and receive from them. Well, that is enough from me for the moment. Perhaps,
I should stop looking for love, and it'll just come.

Until next time,
/\/\ichelle

1 comment:

la philosophe said...

I just have to say that I FREAKIN LOVE the song "I'm Yours" :] I must have listened to it fifty times today...haha

~Stephanie