My brain every single day races through hundreds of different thoughts that I can't even share most of the time. I like keeping these thoughts to myself most of the time because I usually find that when I do share it nothing really happens. That's why I probably haven't been talking about myself lately with my friends. Is that selfish? Maybe I have been too busy from school work and my job to actually talk. Or maybe I feel guilty about talking about myself when I think my friends' lives are more important to talk about than mine. There's also the whole thing about the economy collapsing right now and people who have less fortunate lives than me. Why do I think I have a dilemma over something that probably won't happen and isn't true?
Recent lyrics I started to write:
I'm so confused
By all the things you do
You look at me
As if you want to tell me
To never leave your side
But you barely talk to me
I'm running in circles
Just tell me the truth
I'm gonna head back to finishing my homework as always and keeping my thoughts to myself. Don't worry about me, it's nothing truly troubling.
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Now, i wonder if you read these comments i leave you :). Ok katie. you are a stupendous person. I know exactly what you are going through. I"m the person who will put everything inside to make sure everyone else is happy before myself. and yeah, it sucks, so much. In 7th grade, my friend (best friend yes) would pick on me to make me stand up for myself because i was like too chicken and would allow everyone to walk all over me. and it sucked! but one piece of advice i could tell you is to find one person, who you can tell anything to, and know they won't judge you and will give you an honest opinion when you ask them to. Find that one person who you will listen too and know that you can be completely honest with them without hurting their feelings. Without taht one accountability person your life will collapse. Mine came to a point where i was a full on BITCH (sorry bout the cussing..i hate to cuss but in this case its true) to everyone around me because i thought that people wouldn't use me and that thye would like me because of it. Let's just say i switched social groups like 8 times freshman year. it sucks. but please know that i will forever be here for you. no matter what. i love to listen to people talk :) and i'm completely honest when asked to be. please, don't bottle it in, your needs are as important as everyone elses. love you babes..
Emileee :)
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